Overwhelming lust for cock.

Overwhelming lust for cock.My lust for cock is overwhelming. Ever since I was young, it drove me and consumed my thoughts. It made me lie awake at night and forced me to experiment with my friends as they slept. I would reach over during sleep overs and touch their cocks and quietly lick them and slip them into my mouth as they were sleeping. I loved the feel and savored the taste. Yet the fear of being labeled ?Gay? and being judged made me hide my desires. I have lived my whole life as a straight man, having many girlfriends and wives, but it was cock that I craved. When I met a friend and co worker of my wife?s at one of her work functions, I didn?t know he was Gay but I could sense something special about him. We made a little bit of small talk but nothing deep or significant. It was later that my wife told me he was Gay. His name was Seb and he was middle eastern looking, dark skin and hair, handsome and clean cut. I thought about what my wife had said, that he was Gay, as I layed alone in my bed. My hands reacted to my thoughts and soon began exploring my own body. I ran my fingers up and down my stomach and chest, feeling my hard nipples and dreaming of Seb licking them. My hands soon found my hard, throbbing cock and squeezed the engored head, making me moan. I imagined watching Seb run his tongue up and down my shaft and looking into my eyes as he tongued the tip. As I stroked myself, my free had moved to my ass and felt and caressed my ass cheek before I turned and let my finger find my assshole. I lightly rubbed circles around my opening, wishing it was Sebs tongue. I then pushed my finger inside and imagined it was his cock. As I neared orgasm, my thoughts turned to imagining Seb straddling my chest and feeding me his beautiful cock. I would lick the tip and taste his pre cum. I would slide my lips over his full cocks head and feel the ridges and veins. I would take his cock down my throat, wanting to please him and feel every inch of him. I?d hold his firm ass in my hands and caress his cheeks lovingly as I sucked him. I would make him cum in my mouth and swallow his semen. Mouthful after mouthful of his delicious, manly semen. I came explosively, shooting my own cum all over my chest and stomach as my body shook and I moaned his name, ?Seb.?My fantasies and desires, my lust, drove me to make a bold move. A very bold move for me, but this seemed to be a golden opportunity to potentially live out my greatest desire... loving on and pleasuring a man?s cock. I got Sebs number from my wife?s work files and contacted him. At first I said I was an admirer and wanted to know if he was interested in sex. He responded with wanting to know who I was first. In hind sight, that was a normal question but I wasn?t expecting it at the time. I didn?t respond back. I nervously thought about it for days before I contacted him again and let him know it was the husband of a friend of his at work. He immediately asked, ?Paul?? I was frozen for a second. I then became excited. Maybe he had been thinking about me also! I responded, ?Yes? and he responded back, ?Love to!? Seb said he was home if id like to come over right now. I grabbed my keys and almost ran out the door telling my wife I was going to the gym for a work out. My mind raced with nervous anticipation as I drove to his place. When Seb opened his front door for me, I was even more nervous but this time with excitement, knowing I was finally going to experience cock. Seb sat on his couch and I wasted no time. I slid to my knees before him. He laughed alittle and said, ?ok, right to it then? I shyly laughed alittle too and explained that I hadn?t been with another guy since I was very young and I have been wanting it for so long. He knowingly understood and slipped his pants and underwear to the floor. I now stared at eye level with the object of all my desires. His cock was beautiful, brown and uncut. Thick and hairless. The most gorgeous thing I had ever seen and my mouth and cock both instantly started to drool. Seb opened his legs for me, offering me full access and I eagerly began licking every inch. Every wrinkle in his tight ball sack and every vein in his shaft. His beautiful manhood began to harden under my lips and tongue. My own cock felt on the edge of orgasm. His foreskin began to slide down and exposed his full, swollen head. I licked at the exposed tip and got a delicious taste of his leaking pre cum. I moved my mouth to the side of his shaft and slowly and lovingly worked the skin further down his length until I could see his whole head. I moaned as I took it between my lips, tasting more pre cum and savoring it and the moment. I slowly let my lips slid over the ridges of his helmet, I loved the way his head filled my mouth and I only wanted more. I slid my lips further down his shaft and felt it on the back of my throat. I moved around alittle and craned my neck. I found the magic spot and his cock slid deeply into my throat. I was in cock haven. Seb moaned in appreciation and stroked the top of my head. I loved it, I loved being on my knees for him. I moved him in and out of my throat as my hands caressed his thighs and hips. I was surprised when Seb quickly told me he was going to come. I dove my mouth as deeply as I could down him as the first shoot of cum exploded inside me and down my throat. I moved my mouth back up his shaft and let his cum fill my mouth before I swallowed again. The thick texture and strong flavor of his semen now coated my mouth, tongue and throat, totally dominated my senses. A muffled, ?mmmmm? escaped my cock filled lips and I was lost in the moment. I continued to happily and lustful suck Sebs thick cock getting every drop of cum from him. I then held the base and as my hand moved the foreskin back and forth over his cocks head, I gently licked alittle bit of escaped cum from his drained ball sack. Seb softly petted my head and I looked up at him. Seb, in a quiet, soft voice asked, ?Do you want to get fucked, too??