To Lust and to Love

Billie stood in front of the printer waiting for the fifty-page report that her boss needed for a presentation in the next hour. Over the monotonous hum of the printer, she started to daydream.Since Tamara and Kent made their relationship official, Billie found herself with a rare emotion -- jealousy. Not that she was jealous of Tamara or Kent, but of their relationship. Being a first-hand witness to the power of love, Billie longed for the same in her life. Ironically, she had spent most of her life avoiding such commitment, opting for quick flings and no strings attached sex. Now seeing how Tamara and Kent managed to have it all, a deep love connection along with a scorching hot sex life, Billie thought it could be attainable for someone like herself.Billie was so distracted by her far-fetched daydreams that she didn?t realize that a co-worker had approached her.?Are you going to let anyone else use that printer?? Claire from accounting asked.?Huh? What???The printer. Are you finished?? Claire spoke as if Billie was a nuisance.?Yeah, sorry.? Billie pulled the freshly printed and correlated report from the print bin.She headed back toward the office with her head in a fog. She was thinking about the impossible, settling down and finding a love like Tamara and Kent?s that she did not see him coming until an accident was unavoidable.Billie collided with the young mail room clerk and his cart as he was on his rounds delivering mail to the offices. In the process, the fifty-page report scattered all over the hallway.?Damn it, Billie!? she cursed herself.?Oh, I?m sorry. That?s was entirely my fault,? Guy said as he knelt to help her retrieve the pile of papers.?No, it was my fault. I wasn?t paying attention,? Billie apologized.?Well, I was paying attention. Too much attention and could you blame me?? he grinned at Billie.Billie smiled at the young man who was obviously attempting to flirt. Getting a first real look at him, she thought he was definitely attractive with smoldering dark brown eyes and a charming smiling. She recognized that smile. It was the smile of a guy who was used to bedding every woman who he flashed it toward.?In that case, I guess it is your fault.? Billie gathered the disheveled report from him.?Yeah, and so maybe we can do this again, you know, bump into one another. Maybe after hours, after some drinks?? He grinned at what he thought was a clever pick-up line.Billie rolled her eyes as she continued down the hall to the office, but she couldn?t help but smile from the brief flirtation. Friendly flirting always lifted her spirit, especially coming from a handsome young man. She gave a quick look over her shoulder as she walked away and saw that he was still watching her. She walked with more sway to her hips then she normally would at work. If she was going to have an audience, she didn?t mind giving him something to look at.When she walked into Tamara?s office and sat the report on her desk, Tamara just stared at her in disbelief.?Billie, what is this???The Heinz report,? Billie stated.?Why does it look like it just came out of the recycle bin? What happened???Oh, sorry. I just had a little run-in with someone in the hall and paper flew everywhere,? Billie said as they tried to make some order to the report.?Who did you run into? A Mack truck???That new mail room guy. We didn?t exchange names or anything, but he?s a tall, young, white boy with sexy brown eyes. I guess he was too busy checking out my ass and I didn?t see him, then we just kind of collided. Who is he anyway? He?s kind of cute.? Billie gave a mischievous smile, ?He was practically undressing me with those eyes.??Were you flirting with someone at work, Billie?? Tamara teased her.?Well, he did ask me out for dinner and drinks, but he?s way too young -- not that I?m that old.? Billie quickly pointed out. ?Besides, young men like him just want one thing -- sex. And I?m trying to change my status for the long term, like you and Kent.?Tamara shouldn?t help to smile at the mention of Kent, ?Well, it would be nice if you found someone, too. I?d be happy for you, and terrified for him,? Tamara laughed. ?Oh! You should bring a date to the party tomorrow night. We can double date.??What? The company holiday party? Really? You are really going to make me attend that thing, again???Come on, Billie. It?ll be fun and I'm sure you'll have no problem finding a date.?"Oh, that's not the problem. The problem is that I hoped we could have a girls' night, you know like we used to, before Kent. Just me, you, a couple bottles of wine, and some girl talk."Tamara looked at the time before she pulled on her blazer. ?That sounds fun, but we'll have to talk about it later. I have to go or I?ll be late to this meeting."As Tamara rushed out of her office, Billie sat at her desk and scrolled through her phone. She looked through her contacts seeking a suitable date for tomorrow night's party. After a few minutes of scrolling through past booty calls, she decided to delete a few of the numbers. She had zero interest in bringing a fuckboy to her work function. She'd never realized until now that almost all the contacts in her phone were mostly hook ups. With a şişli escort nearly empty contact list, Billie let out a heavy sigh. If she couldn't find a date worthy of a work party, how was she going to find love? *****Billie walked into the party with a forced smile on her face. She hated these staff parties; she only attended because Tamara made her. Everyone just talked about work or their families and kids. Billie decided she would make an appearance to appease Tamara, but as soon as she could she would escape.?You have been sulking around all day, Billie. Where?s your holiday spirit?" Tamara asked as she entered the party by her friend?s side.?I guess this time of year always gets me a little down. I?m happy for you and Kent. Really, I am, but we don?t get to hang out as much as we used to. You?re so happily in love. I miss my best friend. You kept me sane and out of trouble.?Tamara laughed. ?Well, we are hanging out tonight, just the two of us. I told Kent it?s just me and you since you didn?t want to bring a date. It?ll be fun like old times, like before Kent. And besides, there?s no trouble for you to get into here.?Just then Kent walked over and wrapped Tamara in his arms. After a kiss, he whispered naughty thoughts into her ear, then he gave a nod of acknowledgment to Billie.?Hey, Billie. Happy Holidays,? he flashed his sparkling smile. ?Hi, Kent. Happy Holidays to you, too,? she smiled then gave Tamara a look of ?I told you so'. ?I see how this is going to end up, so I?m going to do myself a favor and get a drink.??No, Billie, don?t go. Hang out with us,? Tamara said.?And be a third wheel? I love you both, but even I have my limits.?Billie made a beeline to the complimentary bar and sighed at the weak offering of holiday themed drinks. She resorted to the traditional eggnog as she removed her cardigan she'd been wearing in the office all day, revealing a fitted sleeveless sheath dress of fuchsia. It fitted her curves like a glove and made her stand out among the others dressed in holiday red and green, but Billie was used to standing out in a crowd.With a drink in hand, Billie scanned the room looking for anything to pique her interest. She saw that Tamara and Kent went to chat with several other executives and their spouses. They looked so perfect together. Billie let out a heavy envious sigh. Love was in the air for everyone. Everyone except me, she thought.Just then Guy strolled up to Billie with his charismatic smile, ?Mind if I join you??Billie looked around at the empty seats around her after a sip of her drink, ?It?s a free world.??I just thought you might like some company, or I can leave you standing here all alone sipping your -- what is that???Eggnog.? He grimaced in disgust, ?And that?s why I brought my own libations.? Guy showed her the silver flask from the inner pocket of his blazer.Billie smiled as she offered her cup to be spiked, then took a sip. ?Mm, now that?s good. I?m Billie Logan, by the way. I didn?t catch your name the other day when we, um, bumped into one another. ??My name?s Guy,? he grinned then added, ?And here I thought this was going to be another one of those boring office holiday parties, that was until you caught my attention. I can?t help but think what a shame, how sexy you look in that dress, yet standing here all alone. No plus one for you for the holiday party, huh???I barely wanted to attend myself, but my boss made me,? Billie stated, then added, ?Look, Guy, I think you?re kind of cute, too, but you need to cool it with the flirting. I mean, you just started working here so you might not know it?s kind of frowned upon here. You know, sexual harassment, and all.?Guy nodded towards Kent and Tamara, ?Tell them that. You know how many times I?ve caught them in flagrante? That guy has some serious game. I want to be like him when I grow up.??Yeah, that?s another thing. Don?t you think you?re a little too young for this ride?? Billie said with her hand on her hip.Guy stepped in closer, ?Don?t worry, I have lots of experience, um, riding.??Really? And what kind of experience is that?? Billie asked curiously. She knew she shouldn?t encourage him, but he was laying it on thick and the alcohol was loosening her up. This was exactly the kind of trouble that Tamara would?ve saved her from.?For starters, I know that a beautiful woman like yourself would like help out of that dress. Hopefully, I can be that help.?Billie laughed. She liked his directness and was reminded of herself in her younger days. She found herself leaning closer to him.Guy grinned as she slid her hand inside his blazer. As her hand pressed against his hard chest, Billie was impressed with what she felt. Of course, he was young, lean, and in great shape. She liked that he wasn?t one of those young guys who wore overpowering men body spray. His scent was spicy and masculine, and very arousing. She let her fingers linger a bit longer before further exploration. She came away with his flask and flashed a smile at him.?Ah, I see, you are just using me for my whiskey,? Guy said disappointed that she had stopped fondling him. He quickly added with a wicked smile, ?And I?m okay with that.?Billie tipped the şişli escort bayan empty flask at him, ?Bummer. Looks like you?re all out. Know somewhere we can get another drink?? Billie?s smile was full of innuendo.?Of course, I do. Let?s get out of here,? he said as he led the way out.As Billie and Guy crossed the room towards the exit, Tamara started for them.?No!? Kent grabbed her arm to stop her.?But...??That is not our business. Billie is a grown ass woman, and if Guy thinks he can handle her, more power to him.? Tamara rolled her eyes, ?Of course you don?t see anything wrong. I bet you were the same at his age.?Kent flashed his megawatt devilish smile, ?Worse, actually.?*****?Make yourself comfortable,? Guy said as they walked into his condo apartment. His place was nicely furnished in a sophisticated modern style, yet definitely a bachelor pad. Billie thought the style levels were above what she expected from a young man fresh out of college and working in a mail room.Billie was equally curious and cautious about Guy. One voice in her head wanted to write him off as a flirt and a player while the other louder voice in her head wanted to explore what he had to offer.Guy headed to a small silver bar cart, sat out two rocks glasses, and poured two fingers of amber liquid in each before returning to Billie. She smiled as he handed her a glass and sat next to her on the leather couch. She took a sip before setting the glass on the side table.?Thanks for the drink, but do you honestly think I came all the way back to your place just for another drink?? she looked at him through thick lush lashes. It was obvious to her which voice to listen to.Guy returned the smile, setting his drink on the table next to hers, ?I didn?t want to be presumptuous. I figured a woman like yourself would want a little romance, a bit of anticipation, and maybe a little liquid courage.?Billie leaned forward, placing her full lips to his earlobe, ?And you would be wrong. Tonight, all a woman like me wants is sex.?Guy turned to her with a big grin. ?I?ve never been so happy to be so wrong,? he said before capturing her lips with his. His kiss was casual at first as he slowly tasted her lips flavored by the booze. As she returned his kisses, Guy turned up the heat, invading her lush mouth with his tongue, seeking to show her how much he could pleasure her.A soft moan escaped Billie as she enjoyed his kisses. She moved her hand from his neck, traveling down his hard chiseled chest and abs. Billie smiled when her fingers landed on his hard package. She hadn?t expected that he could back up his cocky attitude. It was often her experience of guys that came on really strong had very little to offer. So far, Billie was quite impressed and eager to get the full experience. She began unzipping his pants, but he halted her hands in mid-action.?Not so fast, we have all night. Besides, the lady is always first with me,? Guy said as he turned her back towards him as he playfully nibbled at the nape of her neck before sliding the zipper of her dress down. As the zipper made a slow journey down, he pressed hot kisses down her spine. He was very attentive, slowly covering every inch of her smooth dark skin with his lips. His lips traveled down the length of her back, ending just above the full curve of her derrière.Billie pulled her arms through the armholes of her dress, releasing the garment as it slid down her hips. When she turned to face Guy, he unclasped her bra and immediately devoured her thick chocolate nipples.?Ah, yes!? Billie moaned as his teeth grazed her nipples.Guy continued, trailing kisses down her flat belly as he wrapped his hands around her plump bottom and pulled her even closer. He knelt before her and kissed her inner thigh, knowing she was waiting for him to taste her sweetness. He pulled her tiny lace thong off and decided not to keep her waiting any longer as he stroked her wet slit with the tip of his tongue.Moaning, Billie reached down to caress his hair. She wanted more. She needed more and wasn?t afraid to let him know. She dug her fingers into his scalp to hold him steady. His tongue lapped at her sweet lips eager to please her.Guy loved her taste but more importantly, he loved making her moan out loud. He pulled her moist brown lips apart causing her pink clit to protrude. He drew the small bud between his lips and hummed.?Yes!? Billie screamed.Spurred on by her excitement, he laid her back on the couch, pushing her thighs apart as he buried his face between them.?Oh, my God! Don?t stop!? Billie cried out as she dug her toes into his back, sliding her heel down his back and over his tight firm ass.Guy had no intentions of stopping anytime soon as he pushed two fingers inside her as he simultaneously stroked her clit with his tongue.Billie laid back and enjoyed his talented tongue, one minute sweetly teasing and tasting her, the next plunging deep inside her cunt pushing her to the brink of ecstasy on multiple counts.Recovering after an orgasm shook her body, Billie sat up grinning from ear to ear. She leaned forward and pulled him up to her lips. She loved the honeyed smell of her juices on his lips as she licked mecidiyeköy escort his lips before kissing them."Mm, that was so fucking good," she smiled."Yeah? You liked that?" Guy smiled back against her lips.Even if that was all he had to offer Billie was content, but she knew that Guy had a rock hard shaft waiting for her and she wanted a ride. Taking control, she sat Guy back against the couch as she pulled his pants and boxers off. His shaft was thick and loaded as it curved up against his washboard abs. His skin was smooth, lightly tanned, and newly clean-shaven. Like a kid in a candy store, she had a hard time deciding where to put her mouth first. This young virile young man and his hard cock were like living out her wildest sex fantasies. She lay across the couch as she took him into her hands."Ah, baby!" Guy moaned throwing his head back in pleasure as her hands moved up and down his shaft. She parted her lips and licked the thick veins running the length of him, eliciting a deep moan from him.Billie smiled, enjoying that she could make him moan with every stroke of her tongue. She had no hang-ups about taking him deep to the back of her throat, only releasing him for a gasp of air then to continue again. She watched as his eyes rolled back as she sucked his swollen pink tip oozing with pre-cum.Guy had to grab on to something and refocus or he was going to erupt into her skillful mouth."Fuck me, baby," Guy groaned grabbing her ass."Mm, yes!" Billie moaned.She straddled his lap, pushing his thick tip between her moist lips. She immediately moaned out loud as she slid down his shaft, fitting him nice and deep inside her love canal. Bracing herself, she placed her manicured hand against his rock hard abs as her hips rocked back and forth on him.As she rode him, Guy watched mesmerized as her round brown tits bounced in his face at the same time her plump ass slapped against his thighs.Guy grabbed her waist as he lifted his hips, pushing deeper."Oh, fuck! Yes!" Billie cried out."You like that?""Yes! More, please!" Billie moaned as he raised his hips again, driving his head deeper and harder into her slippery wet core. "Fuck me!""Baby, I'm just getting started," Guy smiled as he held her tighter and started an endless pounding of her pussy.*****Monday morning, when Billie walked in with coffee, Tamara grabbed her by the wrist and dragged her into the office, closing the door behind them.?What?s all this? Did I forget some important meeting or something?? Billie asked concerned.?No, but you did forget your common sense.??What? Tam, what are you talking about? What did I do this time???The other night, at the party. You were looking very cozied up with Guy Stephens.?Billie smiled, ?Yeah, well, he made a boring party really interesting.??Did you know that Guy Stephens is Mr. Stephens? nephew. I tried to stop you from leaving with him, but Kent held me back.??What? Guy Stephens? He didn?t tell me his last name. He didn?t mention that he was related to Mr. Stephens either. What is he doing down in the mail room while his uncle is President of the company??Tamara shrugged, ?Apparently, he just finished university and Mr. Stephens wanted to help his only nephew out. Actually, that?s all I really know about it from Kent. I can?t believe he didn?t tell you he was related to Mr. Stephens???Well, we didn?t exactly spend a lot of time talking,? Billie said with a wicked smile.?Oh, my God! Billie, you slept with him!??We didn?t exactly spend a lot of time sleeping either if you know what I mean.?Tamara couldn?t hide her curiosity any longer and if the tables were turned Billie would definitely do the same. ?So, how was it? Was it worth the possibility of getting fired???Hell yeah! It?s true what they say about the young and the restless,? Billie grinned as she reminisced about the night spent with Guy. She couldn?t stop thinking about how long the night went on. It wasn?t until the dawn light peeked through the curtains that Billie finally had strength and willpower to pull herself away from her young insatiable lover. Even then he followed her into the shower, pushed her against the cold tile and ravished her again from behind.?Billie? Um, hello, earth to Billie,? Tamara snapped her fingers in front of her friend?s face bringing her out of her sex-fueled daydream. ?So, I know you didn?t ask for my advice, but I have to give it to you anyway. He?s young, Billie. What is he, like twenty-one, twenty-two and you are thirty???Um, I know how old I am.??The point I?m trying to make is, don?t go catching feelings for someone you know isn?t meant for long-term,? Tamara reminded Billie of her relationship goals.?Of course, I know. It was fun and all, but just a fling,? Billie agreed. ?Just someone to play with until I meet the one like you met Kent.?Billie was thankful for her talk with Tamara as she headed out for lunch. Tamara helped her put things in perspective. Billie had to start thinking with her heart and head, not just her hormones. She sighed heavily, recognizing the uphill battle she was facing.?Going somewhere?? Guy asked as he walked up from behind her and grabbed her waist.Billie?s smile was instantaneous upon seeing Guy, ?Yeah, I?m going to lunch. Where are you going???To lunch. Come with me,? he smiled as he took her hand.Billie hesitated for a second. ?Why didn?t you tell me that you are the nephew of the President of this company??Guy shrugged.